Fuck it. I think I'll have a cigarette today.

Got this from the boy:
Also: I love you horribly, and I don't want you to get too down today. So when you go for your walk, I strongly suggest you take the no-incline Santa Monica walk, so you can smile at all the sculpted and chiseled queens and their dogs... Take a few bucks and buy yourself a fruit smoothy or some yogurt, seriously.